I have restricting/ binging for the past 7 months since the beginning of my senior year, which caused me to gain about 30 pounds. I feel so worthless and disgusting. I barely fit into any of my clothes. I hate going out. I hate going to school because I know I’m going to have to get dressed. Last summer I was starving myself and was SO close to my goal weight, thinner than I’ve ever been and now this. I don’t know where I went so horribly. 

If ANYONE has advice for me, I would really really appreciate it. 

Please.